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Sockmonkey​-​Unusual As Usual

by D Ferren

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1.
mediocrity suites me i can dance circles with myself nearsighted self sacrifice eyes opened wild out of style beat it retreat cut and run self serving no sacrifice i'm so happy, i'm so sad mediocrity suites me i can dance circles with myself nearsighted self sacrifice, self serving no sacrifice i'm so happy, i'm so sad hey mister, i'll just sit here in the silence, it burns in my ear you're and empty shell, you're so empty i still love you, nothings changed there, nothings changed I just love you, feel you on my shoulders sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy sunshine almost always makes me smile
2.
can you tell me how it got this way my hand was so bad, shame, shame on it let me go and come and get me justice is blind, I poisoned her eyes too bad, so sad it's too late to make it, too late to make it right let me go and come and get me forgive and forget don't take my eyes, don't take my teeth forgive and forget learned my lesson at your expense grace is amazing it's too late to make it, too late to make it right let me go and come and get me forgive and forget don't take my eyes, don't take my teeth forgive and forget
3.
Rattle 04:18
between the lost and found there is a story sometimes and the hand that made you the hand that made you real he's got you twisted and so contorted can't knock you over, can't knock you over cause he don't know which way to fall hung seven stories, above the forest he's outstanding, outstanding is his field those ribbons on your chest won't make you feel so good if i rattle your chain rattle your chain yeah cause he don't know which way to fall he's always under pressure from the corner of my eyes i see the truth from all your lies my conscience is clear, the way you always feared no thoughts to reason, no self respect now can't knock you over, can't knock you over cause he don't know which way to fall he's always under pressure
4.
Wish 04:15
david listens to the music, jimi tries to sing they don't even know this song, or what it really means I stopped to clean my glasses so i can see tv david wants me to sing with him, he learned it from me i wish i could tell them about all the bad things i wish i could show them how to avoid them i wish i could take both of their hands i wish i could teach them how to sing david wants to be a ballplayer, any works for jim they have two different fathers, someday i will tell them i wish i could tell them about all the bad things i wish i could show them how to avoid them i wish i could take both of their hands i wish i could teach them how to sing your shadow never leaves you when the sun sets, the moon is there and if those two boys really want it wish
5.
Underwater 03:51
you can find him here if the sky is clear and the waters still like the calm before the storm that brought him to this world alone he is naked there, waves in his hair, cannot breathe the air as he strolls along the playground of his underwater mansion he speaks to me in tiny circles rising to the surface can i walk with you under the water with no family now, he'll get by somehow and all he has is a goldfish in a plastic bag, untied him and set free but he loves it there, loves the atmosphere and the loneliness doesn't bother him or the goldfish, he won't share this with anybody he speaks to me in tiny circles rising to the surface can i walk with you under the water he can't grow up, i can't go down there's is a barrier between us he's in too deep, he's in too deep he can't grow up, i can't go down there's a barrier between us i can't walk with you under the water if i could be with him in this lonely inn where the small fish swim it would surely make him happy, oh god i really envy him on these rainy days, in the misty haze, think of all the ways i could be with you underwater and i know that will never happen he speaks to me in tiny circles rising to the surface he can't grow up, i can't go down there' a barrier between us he's in too deep, he's in too deep he can't grow up, i can't go down there's a barrier between us i can't walk with you under the water
6.
my brother lost his mind staring at a door such a simple mind, he can't use it anymore the door was always locked and why should he care no one visits him, but he is always there i've seen pain come an go, i've seen love and hate i've seen his face and i know i've seen the hand of fate but i never seen the basement door my brother lost his mind staring at a door he kept a picture of it, but he can't see it anymore talk about the way he looked at me talk about the way i could never see his eyes eye's that'll never see again my brother lost his mind staring at a door and i looked for it, but it's not there anymore
7.
I'm so glad you're awake, the sleepless will be counted i'm so glad you're awake, to turn and face this ghost that haunts us if we bend, we break, the drums will all stop beating no more mistakes, watch them choke on all the hearts their eating and the angels watching me, go to bed watching me here we go, here we go the night is over I'm so glad you're awake, the sleepless will be counted i'm so glad you're awake, come walk with me come walk with me and the angels watching me, go to bed watching me here we go, here we go the night is over
8.
Vacant 03:54
get too close and i'll let you go, bitch too much and i'll let you know try your way and it just wont work, smile at me and i'll wipe that smirk love works you over, sinking naked weaker and colder, your head is vacant just shut up and let me be, or i'll find someone just like me don't wait up for me tonight, or i'll give you an awful fright love works you over, sinking naked weaker and colder, your head is vacant fall for me and i don't care, come near me if you dare i'll teach you and you will see, i told you to let me be love works you over, sinking naked weaker and colder, your head is vacant
9.
standing in line at the gallery, holding me up like a tapestry nothing is said, they stand and stare watching the life go, begin and end again i don't believe in what i've done, i don't believe in anyone but i could be my best if i could be like you unusual as usual in the shade of mind possessed, from the lips i've never kissed words make us liars that dance on wire and i'm the voice you never had i don't believe in what i've done, i don't believe in anyone but i could be my best if i could be like you unusual as usual

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Rain - Vocals
D Ferren - Backing Vocals & Guitar
Luke Landis - Guitar
Andy Simmons - Bass
Blaine Sprinkle - Drums on "Mediocre/Love", "Rattle", and "Unusual as Usual"
Charlie Shirmeyer - Drums

Recorded and engineered by Tom Tempel at Tempel Recording Studio, Fort Wayne, Indiana.

Mixed by Michael Graham at The Lodge Indianapolis, Indiana.

Mastered by Roger Seibel at SAE Mastering Phoenix, Arizona.

Cover photo by Janeen E. Houtz

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released July 1, 1994

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